Day EightyTwo.

When you wrapped your arms around me,
And held me like I meant something.


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I have too much to do,
So I will catch up after christmas.

Day EightyOne.

Gingerbread Houses,
Twister,
Monopoly,
Love Actually,
Grilled Cheese,
Christmas Cocktails,
CandyCane IceCream.


(L)

Day Eighty.

Gossip Girl makes me too emotional.

Christmas is driving me insane.

My parents are annoying the shit out of me.

And you are just amazing.

Day SeventyNine.

I am so incredibly frustrated & irritated.

I hate how jealous you make me feel.
And I hate how you can get away with murder.

It disgusts me how self-centered and conceited you all are.
And I am disgusted with how low that can make me sink.

I am doing and saying things that friends are not supposed to say about their friends,
And It is driving me insane.

Please, ground me.

Day SeventyEight.

It's a struggle to write about anything other than
the way you make me feel.

Day SeventySeven.

These are
Ten Things To Make You Feel Beautiful.

#1:
This is silly. But I like being silly and I'm not ready to be serious so,
Dear myself,
I really love it when you tuck me into bed at night,
And how you so carefully hide away every important keepsake so I can go back and look at it whenever I like.
And sometimes, I really want to smack you.
Because you're a bit of a freak.
But that's okay,
Because at least you're different.
And it's better to be interesting and a freak.
Then a normal and bland.
I sometimes love you, me.
Sincerely, Arielle. :)

#2:
still need to do this.

#3:
-in progress-

#4:
I love all the experiences I've had.
I love knowing that I'm safe and have people I can trust.
I love those days where everything just feels so perfect.
I love how I have been sheltered, but still allowed the freedom to make my own mistakes.
I love the moments in between the thought and the action.

#5:
"lol ok um your personality, your pretty, when you write me notes ahaha, when you write good blogs about me lol, when you come to my games aha"

#6:
still need to do this.

#7:
I usually do.
In particular, right now.
My mind is saying
"Do your math homework so you don't feel like shit tomorrow!"
and other silly things.

#8:
I have kissed new enough people. (L)

#9:
-in progress-

#10:
I do that every chance I get. :)
(Ice Cream)


loveeeeeeee.

Day SeventySix.

The only thing I fear is
Being completely isolated from all positive social interaction.
Like.
Waking up alone, with no one to talk to except myself -- All other living things gone.
Having everyone who has ever loved me and who had the possibility of one day loving me, forgetting I exist. Or hating me.
Being the only person capable of affection, desire and compassion.
That scares the shit out of me.

http://theonlythingtofearis.blogspot.com/

Day SeventyFive.

thankyou.

Day Seventy Four.

Every moment of
Pure raw emotion shocks me
Into Abandon.