October 29, 2008

Day FortyThree.

I am so desperate for some type of change that it's driving me insane.
I am so desperate to know that what I have is constant and I still have something left to give.
Because I am tired of looking in the mirror and willing myself to see something I'm not.
And I am so sick of putting on a happy face and playing nice s0 I won't offend people who don't know or care about me.
I don't want to be the cause of your disappointment, embarrassment, disgust, frustration,
resentment..
anymore.

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